I Can't Wait To...

Well I wrote of all the things I won't miss when I lose weight and now Jadey has inspired me to write a list of all the things I can't wait to do...

~ Shop, shop and shop some more
~ Give myself a pedicure without damaging my internal organs when I bend over
~ Have awesome, long, crazy sex in all sorts of positions
~ Wear jeans without an elastic waist
~ Run into old friends without wanting to hide
~ Go on hikes with my family
~ Fit into everything in 'normal' shops
~ Zip up killer knee high boots
~ Sit on any seat without fear of it breaking
~ Eat in public without getting those looks
~ Go to the hairdressers and be able to look at myself in the mirror without disgust
~ Shop in designer stores
~ Fit comfortably on a massage table
~ Wear stupidly high stilettos
~ Have a summer where I don't get so hot and sweaty
~ Ride a bike
~ Have beauty treatments without feeling fat and disgusting
~ Stop defining myself by my weight
~ Wear sexy (and incredibly uncomfortable) lingerie
~ Have a flat stomach
~ Be fit enough to participate in a team sport or a gym class
~ Use public toilets comfortably
~ Be able to walk anywhere without getting tired
~ Have more confidence in myself and my appearance
~ Sit on someones lap
~ Dance in clubs without looking ridiculous
~ Get up off the floor without using my hands
~ Have the energy to do anything I want on holidays
~ Not worry about dying from obesity related diseases
~ Get on a plane and be able to do up the seat belt and pull down the dinner tray
~ Go to Disney world and ride any ride I want to
~ Stop blaming my problems on my weight
~ Wear a bathing suit with confidence
~ Get a bit of male attention when I go out
~ Wear shorts without them bunching between my fat thighs when I walk
~ Go to job interviews without worrying about my weight
~ Get out of the shower and wrap a towel around me
~ Go to the beach with friends
~ Be able to see my vagina again
~ Feel normal
~ Go to the gym without feeling like an imposter
~ Have someone be able to lift me up
~ Go to any event and not worry about how I look and what I'll wear
~ Be able to do up my bra from the back
~ Go to the footy and feel comfortable in my seat and going through the turnstile
~ Feel, young, pretty and carefree
~ Be able to wear the robes at fancy hotels
~ Run when I want or need to
~ Have girly days with my girlfriends and feel comfortable
~ Have a defined waist, hips and chest
~ Wear skirts in summer without chaffing
~ Meet new people without wondering if they will hate me because I am fat
~ Not be scared of new things
~ Not feel limited by anyone or anything because of my size